Meraki

Meraki

 
Every other day
I feel the urge.
Every other day
When I don’t
I want to feel the urge.
It is not enough to create.
I want to be a creature
Who creates more
Than just creations,
Who pursues her origin,
Who searches.
A search is a creation.
To search is to create.
What is to find?
To find is to be created.
I am a creater,
A creator created,
And I want to find my
Creator.
I am searching,
Every other day
When I feel the urge.
Every other day
When I don’t search
I want to feel the urge.
I know I am close,
Every other day,
And every other day
When I am not close,
I open my heart
And I feel,
And I feel you,
And that is enough.